I have been a Catholic for past 20+ years. My faith with God then was very strong. I read a lot of spiritual books then. I have also received messages of danger coming towards me from God. I have always believed that he has have an guardian angel watching out for me.
This bond with God has all shattered 💔into pieces in year 2019. If you have read my previous article, you would understand what I have gone through over the years. Before the year 2019, God sent me message and told me that something bad is coming my way. I received the message but don't know what to expect. Over the next few years I began to realise that I was so ignorant to believe in what was a lie. You thought Christian will look out for a fellow brother and sister in Christ like the Bible quote.
"For whoever does the will of my Father in heaven is my brother and sister and mother” (Matthew 12:48-50; ESV). God calls us to be brothers and sisters in Christ, by loving each other as we love ourselves and working together to do good works unto the community around us and to work together to make disciples for Him."
I was betrayed! There isn't Brothers & Sisters in Christ. We all hold the same Bible but we do not do the same will as what the Bible states. There is when I slowly began to fall. I start to get haunted by the spirit world. They seem to know I have fallen. I have to seek help to put a stop to it as I am filled with so much anger. Now, I am no longer a Catholic. I am chanting mantras to help me calm my 🔥 within me. I no longer want to receive words from God more. I have said goodbyes to my years of faith in God. I no longer want to be part of Satan's work.
This is me right now. Working hard on chanting mantras to clear my debts. Hoping that I can accumulate merits so that I can wipe off my past sins and try to remove myself from the wheel of life.